[02 Oct 2008|08:46pm] xanga.com/hatru0ng post comment

[02 Oct 2008|05:08pm] girl, you so funnnay. you straight up talk mad shit about your homegirl to me and act as if we're so close, then you go off acting as if you haven't done anything. bust a scandal much?

[01 Oct 2008|04:17pm] everyone's caught up in their own love lives that i think i'm starting to miss my homeboys that have been cvl.

[30 Sep 2008|07:24am] sept 19th, katie and i went to st b's carnival where we fucked around with this girl kimmy. all i did was pull her hair and she was already saying, ' i'm sorry, please. ' bitch, anymore creativity? the day was chill, i suppose. deep conversations faaa reals. i love you girls. i wish i could just let you have hand-me-downs experiences, but i really don't believe that's the way to learn how to live your life. i met someone i find myself a tad bit interested in, but only if we have more encounters. otherwise, this whole thing hasn't even stepped onto the plate of acquaintances. sept 20th, piano lesson and then katie's party around 7pm. we chilled there for an hour and then the homies split to tony's pad. we couldn't go in yet so we chilled at the park behind his house. we taxed randy, LOLOL. then, my parents picked me up at yogurt passion. sept 23rd, siglar park was chill as fuck. free food! LMAO. john crashed into my bike and we both fell. now i have a big ass bruise on my thigh. sept 25th, i went to visit duy and got him a pack of camel crush. chillled with billy afterwards then i split. sept 26th, things were going well, but then i got caught up and got a citation sept 29th, i thought my po would flip out and just lock me up but surprisingly, she didn't even seem to mind.

[29 Sep 2008|06:01pm] Nothing ever happens in this town It's the same old thing when we go out A new place to hang with the same crowd I looked up when you came and sat down Now, I'm here with you and I'm admiring the view I hope you never ever, never ever cut me loose. And I don't know what to do because I'm falling into something Really can't stop me, I'm knocking over everything and you just caught me From start to finish, I promise I'll mend this. Just wanna let you know, I'm falling like a domino. Always said true love never happens A little push just caused this chain reaction I never thought you'd be my distraction I admit, boy, you got me crashing Now I'm here with you and I'm admiring the view When it all comes down, you gon have my back.

[26 Sep 2008|07:22am] I'm just about to rip off your dick. Lyyyfe's good. I love my bitches. post comment

[16 Sep 2008|09:57pm] officially 15 and a half! helllllo driver's ed. john came over so i could help him on his homework, hahaha! then, we went to the liquor store. blowing kisses to my handheld. ;*

[15 Sep 2008|11:05pm] school went by in a breeze. probation department went by fast too. mall was a bust.

[14 Sep 2008|10:28am] and when we have sex, he the best. shawty a ten, a ten, a ten. ;)

[12 Sep 2008|11:38pm] truongg nguyEnn: he thinks your cute truongg nguyEnn: LOl HATRU0NG: wtf HATRU0NG: LOL HATRU0NG: liar truongg nguyEnn: i put it down truongg nguyEnn: don't say anything tho truongg nguyEnn: -_- truongg nguyEnn: he wanted to watch a movie truongg nguyEnn: and wanted to sit next to you truongg nguyEnn: and he was all like truongg nguyEnn: "only if i was single for a day" my heart feels empty of company yet heavy of burden and confusion, struggling to fill this void in my heart. i'm sick of having that feeling of something missing in my life or trying so hard to keep the pieces together when they're bound to fall apart. behind every cold bitch is a cold hearted society that made her this way ... yet, the love is still there, damn. i'm still having a bit of difficulty actually explaining what's been happening. priorities are finally set. anyways, i got dropped off at westminster mall once dad picked me up from school. chris and i went to get some frozen yogurt at dreyers, i love that stuff! then, jeejee's parents gave us a ride to bella terra. i had a good time, although, it was a total bust.

[10 Sep 2008|07:07pm] Unfortunately, words don't hurt me.

[09 Sep 2008|09:33pm] "Hens are not attracted to roosters due to physicality. Rather yet, they are attracted to when a rooster heroically clucks. Yet, the roosters cluck to protect their offsprings." Can humans be like that?

[07 Sep 2008|04:40pm] k erryynguyenn: wowww you think so deeeeep k erryynguyenn: XD k erryynguyenn: yes you are :D k erryynguyenn: you're deep & different :D SCP was chill. truongg nguyEnn: andy changed you truongg nguyEnn: but you're coming back to the person truongg nguyEnn: who you really are back then truongg nguyEnn: the "FUCK YOU BITCH" truongg nguyEnn: "I DON'T GIVE TWO FUCKS" truongg nguyEnn: *puffs a cigarette*

[06 Sep 2008|10:21pm] The block was chill. Then, Stater Bros. with my parents. One of the employees was sooo cute! " You're with your parents? That's so cute. " Hahahaha!

[05 Sep 2008|05:19pm] Baby girl, don't lose your faith 'Cause the storm don't last always Just give me time. I swear I'll get my act together. Don't you baby girls worry. I promise you, by 2010, it'll be different. I'm sorry you motherfuckers don't know what goes on inside my head. Just because I fucking smoke and shit doesn't make me a dumbass. I'm sorry my vocabulary expands while you're stuck with speaking a 4 yr old's lingo. I'm fucking sorry for not knowing how to care about something. I'm sorry I harbor on that 'fuck it' attitude. I'm sorry I come off strong and bitchy. I'm sorry I strut like I fucking own the world, not in shame and holding my head down because even though I don't have the world in the palm of my hands, the idea of it is nice. I'm sorry I don't pussy out when it comes down to it all like rank ass bitches. I'm fucking sorry I'm so independent because I understand I don't need another soul in this world to screw me over. I'm sorry payback's a bitch and that I do it ten folds. I'm sorry even though shit bugs, I'm still maintaining like the Lord gonna save me one day although I don't go to church on a regular basis or even pray at all. I'm sorry I'm running to Him when my life's in the rough. Stop tryna figure me out, because you will never know what's underneath. Beauty's skin deep, right? You gotta search real deep in me then. Word, motherfucker.

[04 Sep 2008|06:02pm] Goodbye Huntington Beach High School, Hello Westminster High School.

[03 Sep 2008|09:11pm] Smoked some homegrown, dank ass motherfucking herbal essence today with about six heads. As the high kicked in, I'm frantically fixated on the thoughts of the could be's.

[02 Sep 2008|09:17pm] Today was fucking chill. I loved the people today. Although always Westminster bound, I'm loving my lyyyfe right now. W A S H Y0 FEET: like evrytime you talk to me, i'm always like. i wish i was like ha, cause she knows so much.

[31 Aug 2008|08:12pm] "I really like her. My mom likes her." "I wanted to be with her, not her friend." "Why is she so hard to get? What can I do to get her to fucking like me?"

[31 Aug 2008|05:33pm] I need you to meet me half way. Sometimes, I believe God painted you just for me. Darling, you must be deaf, you must be blind to not see my affection or deep stares in your direction. Or, do you seem them? Do they haunt you and scare you? DO you not want them to cast your way? Is that why you do nothing in response? No rejection or even affection. You just add to my deception until I change my perception of you and your mind, then I lose mine, because it's filled with thrills that can't be induced by pills and it kills wondering what he feels and if when the dealer deals, will I get a lovely pair or will a lonely ace add to my despair until I come to conclusion that life's just not fair and the air that breathe is no longer sweet. Is it that you fail to see it because you too feel the same and your lust puts a veil over your face so you can't see that I long for you the way you do for me. Are you just as scared as I am of the idea of rejection or that I might discover you want to be my lover, but in reality, every conversation fills you with a sweet sensation that you hold onto just like I do. What an inhumane doom for one to despire and aspire to be by one's side and all along, the centerpiece of the affection knows of the pursuer's direction but says nothing and lets them live a life of false hopes and horrible pain with no chance of gain. It is an evil dance of man to hold back knowledge or truth just to watch others make mistakes and live in a goof. So, answer this question because I can't answer for you. Just one word, yes or no. Am I wasting my time to pursue you so?

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